i just came back from the most wonderful part of my christmas from the last 20 years. you make me want to laugh, you make me want to LABEL. in anyway, i have to thank you for giving me such a wonderful christmas. the used to be wonderful background, combined with wonderful surprises, wonderful words, wonderful IMAGES. you showed me how low a person can go. so this is what PLAYFUL means. happy to make me think this way? =) you don't deserve anything. the way of life you want ? tell it to aunt mag and uncle lionel the ones whom you owe the most ( and LOVE you the most ), tell it to your mum ( who cares, but don't know how to let you know ), tell it to the whole wide world. the once perfect story you make up for yourself, too bad, but honestly you aint even half a step in it. or should i say, you aint cut for it.
stupid fusheng. really damn throw face. people got money, we poor people SHOO, fucking hell just move aside. i got backbone. i won't die! =) even if i die on the streets i die happily. guess what im not materialistic. i rather eat hokkien mee than spaggetti, chicken rice than baked rice. im proud of what i have what i got. not to make myself miserable in exchange for superficial happiness. GUESS what, i wasnt really angry. in the first place i was sad, yep because of everything in the past. but, the moment you left. i smiled. =) thanks for making me change my fucking thinking of YOU so i can get rid of this feeling in me. it's been itching for quite awhile.
and, please.. the ring and cup is CHEAP items but filled with feelings. not really suitable for you to use. kindly dispose them. =) guess you will go fuming HOT reading this post? too bad, its the truth. you have changed. from east to west. from eve to janelle from bright future to... lets not say it. do you even recognise yourself or do you see a monster in the mirror. WAKE UP and get some LIFE. not your kind of life, i mean LIFE. accept the fact.
im just gonna sleep. =)
MERRY CHRISTMAS " JANELLE " LIN LI MEI.
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