just came back from cgh, hmm, my surgery will be on the 31th. thats next friday, gonna cut those balls away from my earlobe, its irritating me from the inside. this past week got me 4 parking summons, thats 8 x 4 , 32. i bought a season parking for 15. thats 32+ 15 = 47 bucks. my god, im saving like a moron for my car which will be on the way soon enough and my cash is running real low.
camp life sucks. i have nobody to talk to. i do everything alone. how great can that be. eating, drinking, smoking, slacking.. everything.. alone. life's becoming real tough with so many things to think about.. and you start to envy when people around you have their handphone beeping, messaging.. talking on the phone.. while your alone, having nothing to do and nobody to talk to. thanks for some of the people who are there for me when im bored.. kenneth, kaisang, marie, april, cheesiang, ting and especially mr.cheehua. lol. i have to book in already. but can i don't ? im really pissed of with everything happening around me. look.. fusheng becomes zhilian again.. just that, he cant carry a camera everywhere he goes to take pictures of things around and he himself anymore, hes bored... real bored.
hopefully my request for stay out will be granted.. and thus having a more relax life outside, even to study.. i will enjoy more than staying in that place. im getting real emo every minute of my life in there.. emo in the sense when you feel emotional and low.. not those emo kid or whatever shit those people name themselves in friendster.
a really low part of my life.. someone quote me this through a text " hey. there's always ups and downs in life. your in your low part of life. dont worry ya. everything will be alright soon. just don't broad about the past. move on :) . " i will try ma best alright. you too.
-fusheng. "bored"
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