Sunday, August 26, 2007

i would have to go back to camp by 1330. this is damn fuck up. will get off after next week.. will party my heads out that time. my car is on the way man, might be fast or slow. i dont mind, as long as i don't have to ride anymore, im happy enough. time being alone had made me think alot, and suspicious of myself. im not sure of myself anymore, its not i don't want to, i just want to be sure. fusheng becomes incomplete, because he was disappointed. things are unpredictable. happiness is what im looking for. stay in sucks. im so lonely.

did alot of thinking.

being dropped from the 67th floor to basement 2 isnt easy.

admit the gone of trust.

complications.

fusheng might never be the same.

time will decide.

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