The amount of war i walked through, part and parcels of life. now that i have walked past, guess i can only say i have grown stronger. In what way? every. Being such a loser in the past, one thing i want to accomplish in future is to build the trust of my family in me, i will not let you all down guys. My mum for sure, the one standing there when i got into trouble, the one who always dwell behind me to support me when i fall back. I LOVE YOU MUM. She even said to me, i was such a person of failure, in everything, lazy, and not man enough as i broke down because of someone who betrayed me. Mum, i know you were only encouraging me but with harsh words, harsh words of LOVE.
That was in the past. Standing strong now.
In life, so many complications. The physical conflicts are not as deadly as the mental ones, i see through the games you people are playing, think you can stab without me knowing? think you can get through by saying another thing? no names mentioned, but NAH NAH NAH, you can jollywell kiss fusheng's ass if you think you won.
I don't trust all people, the few i trust should know who they are. Mong Ming Chiu Yan RX.
I met someone new. I didn't want to walk into a relationship, im so scare i will either get hurt or hurt someone. Things came out different. I can miss her so much just to make a 20mins bike trip just to see her for 10 mins, just to wait for her at her house from 3.40am to 7.20am because she didn't text or ring me up. Everything is going smooth for us now, other than she hating me to mahjong so much, haha got it baobei. Hope you like the cup i bought for you. Drink more water with it! loves.
I thought blogging was kinda gay, but guess im gay.
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